I saw you again today in my dreams . You were mine and you held me close and we watched the same show and danced to the songs that we loved. We laughed and you made me breakfast. I wish I hadn’t woken up. Reality is my new nightmare because it reminds me painfully that you are mine no more, you are somewhere living a good life probably moved on and completely forgotten me and meanwhilst I am here swallowed up in your thoughts. I am here wishing I lived your life with you. I am here writing a million poems for you, a million letters which I would never send. I am here missing you sorely and reliving every moment that we had. I am here making a future that will never be true and thinking of.embraces that will never happen. I am here.